no sunshine_{Crush^{no rain}}

24JUL2008

i am lost to understand

how you crush the sunshine
in your hands

test me
rest me
breathe me

look closely
the record's skipping

you make me feel ~
o every breathe
simply smokescreeen
damn my heart just needs a rest

until
~

golden couplings in the sun
[or is that untrue]
you crashed us down again
colder couplings in the night
[felt the chill of your body]
fluttering wings
against the cage
[it left a stain]
on my heart
dripping.....
that chest thing

keep holding knuckles white
afraid
to fall

afraid of heights

is it more insane
to stay or drop
calling your name
just make it all
stop

sabotage.
salient abnormality of silence.

riptorn,the burden of strain
[is it me or is it you?]...
bruising just to break

just so i can feel the pain

<& then you say
..stuff about oneness and blame
>

scenario
played
in your head,
it was out in the street

something tweaked
an eye blinked
to witness your emotional retreat

and O so final
an irritation pushes you to flee
I don't play and won't let
you
play your games
with me

and
you
^dont't
play nice
and
don't seem ^even to realize
hearts sheathed in ice
numb us from
the inside....
slice by slice

waging war,
wagging tails with just a glance

movements that define
motivation that you chance

i watch and see how you glide
sputtering to
...always...
jerky from behind

Hey baby
are you really learning just how to fly?

sentiment_{blind^{tragic affair}}

24JUL2008 mcd163

^{sentiment blind} empathy void a ^{tragic affair}

any empty repentance
~what sinner's despair

resurrection is nailed
right through my
[i got my spine]
got my orange Crush


follow me
don't follow me
you
smiled and threw yourCrush @ me

the alien is grinning
ASCIIsee?

alloverallover
Crushing me

got my mind got my [what is it eye want to see]

just tight rewind
and...
swan me
pressure me
dilate, dissect me


i was thawing, starting to bend
now i just have a new hole
not because it was all pretend

because you didn't let me know

__________________Hey___________________

you can put out the sun but I'm still gonna shine & I'll tell you why.....

another gang of four

cast of thousands